Sometimes I wish I never existed. Wish I was much stronger. I began having anxiety attacks 2 years back. Have felt suicidal since then. I feel weak most days. I pretend I’m having a good life in front of my colleagues and friends but I know I’m not. Even my family doesn’t know I’m suffering. Finding it hard to talk to my boyfriend.
I just I need help. I feel as though I’m drowning in the deep end!
why is it hard to talk to your boyfriend?
I’ve tried to talk to him several times, but I just feel taken back when he says im over thinking. He’s right but sometimes I wish he listens to me rather than judge me
yea thats not great, people are allowed to overthink sometimes, were only human. do you know what started your anxiety?
It started when my best friend and I started drifting away. She was always there for me. I used to go to her for everything but we are not close anymore.
thats sad, did something happen between you two? or just grew apart? do you think you could talk to her still?
We do talk when we meet at random social meetings. But it’s more of a hi and a bye. Every time we’ve tried talking weve ended up argueing
hmm, wish i knew how to help with that
I say make a new awesome friend
Hey I believe in medication though I have ADHD the meds really put me together. I know panic anxiety sucks I say medicate and get around cool people
I wish but the quarantine is making things harder