There are lots of great blogs here ! its so cool to read and look through others eyes. I read elsewhere about depressed people are very gifted and often dont realize it. Apparently some studies were done and it showed how artistic and creative people have been and can be. There are so many artists and musicians with depression and other phobias who became successful. Actors as well, today a saw a bio on Kelsey Grammer .I was blown away to hear his story, it is inspiring. I couldnt believe the hardships he went through.If youget a chance check out his bio or maybe read about him online.
Thanks for those who read and commented 🙂 all comments are welcome.And im more than happy to share stories and thought, I hope to make my around and read more of your blogs.
Blogs are neet as im finding, it can be a journal, rant/rave or just babble. Or mix them into one like i do LOL . As some of you have noticed my mind wanders and I write it down regardless of its importance. The whole purpose of this exercise is for me to write and read.Hopefully along the way we can inspire each other. I strongly believe a good support system in coping with depression is vital. I would rather talk to a complete stranger who suffers and can relate than someone i know who cant help me out at all.In fact its been a bad experience for me personally to share stuff with people who know me. They want to help, and they want to understand…but they cant. Then you feel like a crap and are ashamed. And whether you like it or not, you will be judged by most of them.
When i say im ok, that means not well
when i say im doing great, it means im ok
when i say im not well, it means im doing awefull
i usually lie about how im doing everyday…its automatic now, dont even think about it.It just seems no matter what i say the outcome is the same. Does anyone go through this ? It also often seems people only have precalculated things to say to me. It never seems like people are sincere, after years and years this came to my attention and now i can see it. So why are people like so snakey and creepy like that. Like they need to know everything about you, all the juicy gossip they can shove down thier slimy throats.I honestly dont want to know, dont care to know any gossip on anyone i know !
Live in the present they say, and I believe that to be true. Its 10:11pm saturday , it is the present right now.