A painful feeling has enveloped my heart. 

It stings, aches, and burns throughout. 

My life is falling apart. 

My soul is falling out. 

Not being loved nor wanted. 

Not being cared for nor seen. 

I hate my life as now added. 

I wish I had never been. 

I look at life, people too. 

I see others happy and joyous. 

However, I am just askew.

A plain bad status. 

I have no possibility of love. 

Notwithstanding my efforts. 

I do believe the purpose of life is the dove. 

However, I can not obtain such forts. 

Therefore, end me now. 

Take my pain. 

For no one does it as I see how. 

There is nothing for me to gain.

Whereso could my life have gone?

I have lost all joy in me. 

I feel as if I am done. 

I had lost the key. 

There is a reason for why this is occurring. 

Perhaps, because I am a mistake. 

I would hypothesize that I am dying. 

My identity is on the stake. 

I feel as if I lost to whom I reflect. 

It is a numb feeling as I describe. 

My existence has become so ever wrecked.

My destiny has had a prescribe. 

To be forever weak. 

To be forever weary. 

To never feel my peak. 

To never feel cheery. 

I do all I can in the spirit of others. 

Yet, I am just pushed away. 

As if I had not met some sisters or brothers. 

Just a needle in the hay. 

Whether anyone thinks I am the issue or not. 

Whether anyone thinks I have a purpose or not. 

I am able to only respond, “I say not.” 

My personality is just a rot. 

Perhaps, I should do what I have said beforehand. 

Which is to end my existence

Take the pain, so as to stand. 

I do have quite good persistence.  

I pray, time and time again for someone. 

However, no one shows up to me. 

I really want just to be done. 

I was never meant to be.