So I am feeling pretty exhausted, but thats just physically i think since i have to move. Landlord sold the house we are renting and we have to be out by the 31st, talk about being pissed off coming home to a for sale sign in your yard, but i won’t go there, ive made my peace with it and personally could careless i am almost thinking its a blessing in disguise. So i have put in tons of apps, had a few job offers, turned one down after orientation i would have to drive 2 hours for a 10 dollar an hour security job so yeah wasnt worth it to me.  But i accepted a spot in a grocery store a block away from me in the Meat Dept since ive worked with slicing and cutting meat. I am kinda happy and looking foward to it. The other job i was offered and accepted though was a Driving Job for the railroad..id of been on call 24/7 to drive crew members back and forth to train yards and trains. But let me rephrase that it wasn’t for the railroad because i wouldt of passed up a paying job with the railroad, but it was for a company that did this. And logically i cant be on call 24/7 and not being able to plan things with family.  And well i was all for it and looking foward to it but i found job listing last nite for the grocery store and put it in last nite and got the interview and offer this morning so i am pretty happy.  I can walk out my door and i am at work. Have had to do some cleaning and work on my mothers house she is 79 and cant do it and her house needs some attention, Still got plenty of work to do which is relatively easy ive taken care of most of the hard stuff but i am so physically worn out from packing, cleaning out rooms and ughhh..I think maybe i been getting too much sleep??? i been going to bed around 1 since i been off work..i been off week and a half to two weeks which i think i just needed to get my head clear. ive worked every since i was 16 i always have had a job..and the last job i had to where i could have a week or two weeks off was over 12 years ago so i needed a break for my own sanity and just to not be so exhausted…anyway good things to come i say…