Whats wrong with my head
Thoughts are deadly
Hurting
Screaming
Yelling
Help
Nothing sounds
Just these deadly voices in my head
There’s no help for you
All alone
Silent nights
Lack of sleep
Wishing I was ok but I guess I’m not
Fake smiles
Fake laughs
Fake me
What is real
What is left
What is right
I don’t know anymore
What is up what is down
My head is spinning round
Stuck crying
Empty stomach
Empty hope
Empty dreams
Heart full of hurt
Life is pain
Dreams hurt
Nothing’s right
Nothing’s wrong
Fake the smile
Fake the laugh
It’ll all be ok
That’s what they say
Lost thoughts
Spinning heads
Nothing’s left
Just lost
Losing battles
Fighting hope
Twisted words
Nothing’s right
Matters show
Prevailing not
Life is dark
Life is pain
Deadly thoughts rule my brain
What’s wrong with me
Nothing I say
I’m fine
I’m ok
Sitting here taking pain
Feeling empty
Feeling hurt
Feeling numb
Feeling ashamed
Losing battles
Fighting hopelessness
Twisted words
Then nothing’s right
What is left what is right
What is up what is down
Lost in this constant battle
You all call normal
People dying
People hurting
What is this hell
Nothing’s right
Matters show
Prevailing not I must know
Deadly thoughts ruling my brain
Happiness what is that
The slightest taste
I lose at once
The devil rules my brain
I can’t get out
What is up
What is down
Take my hand
I think not
I’ll drown you too
Deadly thoughts rule my brain
Hurting
Screaming
Kicking
Punching
Help
Voices saying
There’s no help for you
Feeling all alone
Nowhere to go
They say their here for you
But judge you when you say what’s wrong
You stick with I’m fine
But your really not
The deadly thoughts rule your brain
What’s wrong with you
Nothing matters
Nothing prevails
Darkness is here
Barely any light
Darker then the darkest of a night sky
Darker then the darkest shade of black
What is wrong with me
Nothing you tell people
Deadly thought rule my brain
Fake the smile
Fake the laugh
It’ll all be ok
That’s what they say
Spinning thoughts
Restless nights
Nothing’s left
Lost thoughts
Losing battles
Fighting hope
Twisted words
Nothing’s right
Matters show
Prevailing not
Life is dark
Life is pain
Deadly thoughts rule my brain
What’s wrong with me
Nothing I say
I’m fine
I’m ok
Sitting here taking pain
Feeling empty
Feeling hurt
Feeling numb
Feeling ashamed
Losing battles
Fighting hopelessness
Twisted words
Then nothing’s right
What is left what is right
What is up what is down
Lost in this constant battle
You all call normal
People dying
People hurting
What is this hell
Nothing’s right
Matters show
Prevailing not I must know
Deadly thoughts ruling my brain
Happiness what is that
The slightest taste
I lose at once
The devil rules my brain
I can’t get out
What is up
What is down
Take my hand
I think not
I’ll drown you too
I’m scared
Hold me you drown
Get close to me I hurt you
Step back
I’m scared
What’s wrong with me
These deadly thoughts.
