Whats wrong with my head

Thoughts are deadly

Hurting

Screaming

Yelling

Help

Nothing sounds

Just these deadly voices in my head

There’s no help for you

All alone

Silent nights

Lack of sleep

Wishing I was ok but I guess I’m not

Fake smiles

Fake laughs

Fake me

What is real

What is left

What is right

I don’t know anymore

What is up what is down

My head is spinning round

Stuck crying

Empty stomach

Empty hope

Empty dreams

Heart full of hurt

Life is pain

Dreams hurt

Nothing’s right

Nothing’s wrong

Fake the smile

Fake the laugh

It’ll all be ok

That’s what they say

Lost thoughts

Spinning heads

Nothing’s left

Just lost

Losing battles

Fighting hope

Twisted words

Nothing’s right

Matters show

Prevailing not

Life is dark

Life is pain

Deadly thoughts rule my brain

What’s wrong with me

Nothing I say

I’m fine

I’m ok

Sitting here taking pain

Feeling empty

Feeling hurt

Feeling numb

Feeling ashamed

Losing battles

Fighting hopelessness

Twisted words

Then nothing’s right

What is left what is right

What is up what is down

Lost in this constant battle

You all call normal

People dying

People hurting

What is this hell

Nothing’s right

Matters show

Prevailing not I must know

Deadly thoughts ruling my brain

Happiness what is that

The slightest taste

I lose at once

The devil rules my brain

I can’t get out

What is up

What is down

Take my hand

I think not

I’ll drown you too

Deadly thoughts rule my brain

Hurting

Screaming

Kicking

Punching

Help

Voices saying

There’s no help for you

Feeling all alone

Nowhere to go

They say their here for you

But judge you when you say what’s wrong

You stick with I’m fine

But your really not

The deadly thoughts rule your brain

What’s wrong with you

Nothing matters

Nothing prevails

Darkness is here

Barely any light

Darker then the darkest of a night sky

Darker then the darkest shade of black

What is wrong with me

Nothing you tell people

Deadly thought rule my brain

Fake the smile

Fake the laugh

It’ll all be ok

That’s what they say

Spinning thoughts

Restless nights

Nothing’s left

Lost thoughts

Losing battles

Fighting hope

Twisted words

Nothing’s right

Matters show

Prevailing not

Life is dark

Life is pain

Deadly thoughts rule my brain

What’s wrong with me

Nothing I say

I’m fine

I’m ok

Sitting here taking pain

Feeling empty

Feeling hurt

Feeling numb

Feeling ashamed

Losing battles

Fighting hopelessness

Twisted words

Then nothing’s right

What is left what is right

What is up what is down

Lost in this constant battle

You all call normal

People dying

People hurting

What is this hell

Nothing’s right

Matters show

Prevailing not I must know

Deadly thoughts ruling my brain

Happiness what is that

The slightest taste

I lose at once

The devil rules my brain

I can’t get out

What is up

What is down

Take my hand

I think not

I’ll drown you too

I’m scared

Hold me you drown

Get close to me I hurt you

Step back

I’m scared

What’s wrong with me

These deadly thoughts.

 

 

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