Hi. This is my second blog! Woohoo! Just wanted to add some tws. Bodyshaming, Possible ED, Not eating, calories.
I do not advise to do any of the things mentioned in this blog. Please stay safe everyone <3
I’ve struggled with body weight ever since I was little. My doctors would say I was slightly overweight, and I would compare myself to my friends in elementary school. I had a significant sweet tooth, always down for some ice cream, or rice, or bread, or anything fatty I could get my hands on. Now due to my poor decisions as a little kid, I still have a disgusting body. My arms and legs are too thick, and my stomach is a large lump. I try to limit my caloric intake. I usually try to eat 2 meals or less on weekends, and 1 meal on weekdays. Trying to stay active is a bit of a struggle, but I run and play some sports to keep a steady flow of exercise. I can’t look at the mirror without wincing, my reflection is traumatizing. I don’t know how I have friends to be honest. I guess it’s due to the fact that i hide my hideousness with makeup and baggy clothing. I wish I could edit the way I look, I honestly don’t care if I’m healthy anymore. I’m tired of being this way.
Thank you if you’ve read this far. Have a wonderful rest of your day or night and make sure to stay hydrated!
im in a similar boat with the way i look, i hate the way i look i wish i could go back to being a kid and being skinny i cant seem to lose the wait no matter the amount i eat or don’t eat i try staying active but with my overbearing overprotective mother its hard im so out of shape i look like im pregnant i try to hide my body but it doesn’t help, i don’t know what to do. i have a lot of other mental health problems and diagnoses i used to have an ed but i got cleared of it a while ago
Thank you for sharing. I’m really sorry you’re going through that. I’m glad you’ve got cleared of your ed though! That’s truly an accomplishment. I wish you the best on losing weight. It is honestly so hard to lose weight and I know that.