When my routines are messed up i get pissed. First here is my normal morning routine for a sunday…
1. Wake up at 2:30am
what the hell is up with the mandatory double spacing…not cool at all…
3. Let dog 1 (Rocko) outside
4. Get Dressed and pick hat to wear
5. Kiss wife (shes asleep i dont remember ever starting this but now i feel i have to so it has lost all meaning…oh well)
6. Turn on all the upstairs lights
7. Let Dog 1 in and shut in bedroom
8. Take Dog 2 out then put him in bedroom and let Dog 1 out
9. Take dogs 3 and 4 out (dog 4 goes in pen, dog 3 stays out)
11.Go downstairs and play video games til 8am
ok im done typing it out like that you get the drift. restof it involves making my wife's coffee, cleaning entire upstairs, feedin Dogs1,3,4, and watchingfriday nightsGhostAdventures.
Now for the problem this morning i for some reason am letting destroy my entire day… My wife had a girls night with one of her friends and i got through that disruption ok last night by going to bed when she arrived. Well, apparentally she stayed the night and my wife didnt warn me. Plus, we have a guest bedroom and she apparently slept on the damn couch because when i got to the turning all the lights on part of my morning i saw her there (dogs 3 and 4 sleep in that room so i needed the light too). i turned on the light, saw her, turned the light off and stood there for close to a half hour staring at this poor girl just absolutely seething. i didnt know if i should wake her up and tell her to go to the guest bedroom or just ignore she was there and hope she didnt wake up and try to talk to me (i would have completely ignored her because i do not speak until 5:20 no matter what). i ended up crouched down in the corner of the kitchen with the lights off (i had to turn them all off again hoping if i started over i could get past the person possibly drooling on my couch…disgusting). i started over and made it downstairs and play my video games but then i realized she was still upstairs asleep so i could come upstairs. I actually went out the basement door and pissed outside…
Im avoided my wife and her friend right now because i need more than anything to be alone and i want them both out of my damn house! If my wife would have simply said "hey she is gonna sleep here tonight" i would have been ok but instead i get to spend my morning almost in tears staring at a friend sleeping on my couch ruining my damn morning! Gonna be a SUPER day now.
sorry for not having anything positive to say, maybe when i can breath again, god i hate this shit.