My name is Skylar Rose. I am a transwoman. my story starts at the age of 10 years old. I was born in a Christian conservative home. Even the thought of dressing up as a female would have gotten me beat with a belt. But I would take my sister’s cloths and go out in the woods and dress up, probably the only time I ever felt comfortable, but growing up I pushed this all down. it wasn’t till I was 17 that the feeling on being uncomfortable with my body started coming back. so I started cross-dressing while my parents were out of the house. well my younger sister caught me and told my parents. well I got beat by my dad, and yet again I suppressed it. this time was a bad time for me and a time I’m not proud of. I became that bully that picked on the gay guys mostly, but i stayed acting masculine from then on. by the end of summer of my junior year in high school my girlfriend had dumped me after 4 years and came out as a lesbian. well I tried for a few years to get her back to no avail. but I continued being a guy through college where I did come out as bi to certain people. ended up getting a boyfriend who was a closeted, we were also roommates. but we secretly dated. I would cross-dress when we out on a date, things heated up and we had sexual relations. we ended up breaking up and I dropped out of college, became some who I wasn’t and hated to be again, started working at Walmart. End up getting with a girl I grew up with, got married when I was 24 and a kid by the time I was 25.  before my kid was born I got fired. ended up getting in construction. thoughts of transitioning crossed my mind but I just suppressed them as usual. me and my wife ended up separating last year. this year I’ve decided to go ahead and start my transition, started to buy women’s clothing, a couple of wigs. started a new Facebook and snap chat as my true self. only one person knows I’m going through with it, but its gonna be a shock to people when I do. my main issue though is getting on hrt as my resources a very limited where i live.