I've been missing for a couple of days and it seems like weeks. How is everyone? I'm still sick but at least I don't feel like I'm dying anymore. This stuff is no joke; I'm so glad Zachary only got a little of it instead of the full blown version. I'm still sleeping a lot of the time because my body needs it. I tire very easily at this point. So no bike rides. Just sleep, tv and caring for the animals and myself.

Yesterday we went to the Grant Seafood Festival~ it brings tens of thousands of people into our little town for 2 days every year. Sadly as it has grown the food is no longer what it was and has become very overpriced seafood. We wandered around the crafts fair area and ended up buying me a really neat hammock; it's not made of rope or anything like that. It's actually made of parachute like material, and you can put it up and take it down all within minutes. It has a bag sewn onto it that you actually fold and stuff the hammock into itand it's really small. It will hold over 400 pounds. I LOVE it!

I really shouldn't have gone yesterday…I mayend uppaying the price for not being in bed instead. Turns out our friends have been dealing with the same thing…except his turned in to pneumonia.

Mostlyall I've done is sleep a lot. It must have been a boring weekend for the boys. Or a great one, depending on what's on tv, lol.

This week is going to be pretty busy. Tomorrow I see my therapist, Wednesday the lawyer, Thursday Zach sees HIS therapist and then Friday I see my psychiatrist. I hate even looking at the calendar when it's like that ~ I just freeze up and feel panicked at having to do so much. I have to remind myself that it's only an hour or so each day and I can stand almost anything for an hour.

We did do a family project this weekend ~ Zach is learning about Hawaii and we had to make somethingfor it. So of course we made a volcano. But it turned out awesome and the 3 of us had a great time doing it. I should have taken a picture of it to post on here. He took it to school today.

I just can't believe how fast he's growing up. It's hard now to watch the milestones pass, because in a way, it's just another thing he doesn't need me for anymore. 🙁 It makes me very sad and very happy at the same time. If you're a parent, you'll understand I think.

I'm rambling, so it's time to call it quits. Hope everyone is doing well. (((HUGS)))