I have a few questions that I wonder if others are feeling. I cannot get up in the morning to go to work! I mean I do get up most days, but it is extremely difficult, I just dont want to face the day, weekends and days off are not so bad! My job is ok, not the best not the worst, I do have a lot of repsonsibility.
Once I get up and in the shower I feel better, so the obvious solution is to get up and hop in the shower, I know that, it is soooooooo easy but it is very difficlut to do. Like I said I do do it most days, or i would not have a job.
I also worry about my impulse control sometimes, I suffer from anxiety as well, so sometimes I think I may do or say something inappropiate and/or harmful to myself. I have never done anything like that and probably never would, as like most of us I need to be control of my feelings 24/7 LOL……..heaven forbid we let go. 🙂 Just putting this out there to see what others think, so respond if you would like, if not that is cool too.
I also wish I could get off this freaking medicine. I have been on it toooooo long. I take 1.5 mg of ativan per day small dose probably not even doing anything at this point. I have been on that varying doses for almost 30 years….:) I also take Wellbutrin, for about 4 years and cymbalta for about 1 year or so. I tired cutting down on the cymbalta, it was pure hell, it is also expensive as shit. I already reached my cap on my pharmacy insurance…..take care all and have an good day.