(Please don’t judge this post, I’ve never blogged before)
So, I have depression and anxiety, AND ITS FREAKING ANNOYING!
I’ll wake up, nervous that people don’t care engouth, or care too much.
A lot of you guys can probably relate to that. I know that much.
but imagine this
I’m also PAN. (as in Pansexual) and I want to come out to my parents.
They made a really horrible comment about PAN people
They said that pan people will fuck anyone and anything
I don’t know what to think about that comment.
I was upset and they honestly couldn’t tell.
Being PAN means that you love everyone for who they are.
I told them this, in 3rd person, and my Mum called it
Mum says that she’ll accept me no matter what, gay, straight, ace, bi, because
I want to ask her if that means that she only accepts straight people, but I’m afraid of the answer
When I asked her about gay marriage she said
‘As long as it stays away from me’
also, in my life
My parents treat me like I’m their slave.
I have to clean, look after all the animals, take care of my 4yr old sister, ect, ect
And have perfect grades.
They take away time to do homework and study, my ‘me’ time and friend time.
They are the main cause of my depression
I was called a ‘bitch’ by my mother, and everyone else.
Everything wrong with the world is my fault
Including terror attacks
They ignore my panic attacks (so do the teachers) and pass them off as ‘over reactions’
I want to tell them to leave me alone, as I am antisocial by nature.
I apparently am to bitchy and grumpy so they want me to spend more time with them
They make fun of me at every opportunity (A.K.A, my weight; which is ‘normal, my height; I’m 6ft 11 and 1/2, my glasses, my face), and they want me to spend time with them?
I’m just a joke