It was a good 4 years I had a crush on a guy I met online, it tore me apart every time I make a mistake in front of him. We started dating last year in February until December, throughout each weekend he came, I realized more and more about myself. I truly don’t know who I am, I sometimes find myself spacing out or not seeing a face in the mirror. I’m an artist and I used to enjoy drawing myself rarely, but now… I  don’t see a familiar face. I focused on this one person for 4 years and never developed a personality of myself.