on sunday, i found out my boyfriend is moving back to Switzerland and may not come back. as much as it hurt us, we had to break-up. i have taken this hard. harder than i’ve ever taken anything. why is life so unfair? why must life give me such an amazing person that makes me feel whole then just rip them away from me like nothing? why am i not worthy of love? i don’t think i can ever get over this. i’m not strong enough.
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The mania is coming, the mania is coming…
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