My counseller is a lovely lady..She is helping me to explore my creative side more and more. This poem is for her. She encourages me toshow her my photography, my drawings and now this is my first poem i've written. Would love to know what you think…? As a self harmer or not i would appreciate your comment <3
So i've never written a poem before so i'm sorry if its crap!! Anyway here goes:
I try so hard to remember your advice
But when i'm alone i'm at my own device.
Fear traps me in a cage
My tummy fuels with rage
and the cycle starts again
I can feel the pain
So close to the vein.
I share this with you today as a cry for help
Something I struggle with almost everyday
As I try to keep the painful memories away
Not for fame, fortune or glory
But just to share my story.
I once told a friend
on whom I thought I could depend
When our relationship drifted
My emotions were shifted.
I felt so lonely and broken,
so many words left unspoken.
Each day I sink deeper and deeper
into this spiral in my head
Desperate to pull away
No matter what you say
I am this way
I have to pay.