I like when I get comments on my blogs. But I like even more when I can offer advice on others' blogs. I never thought it would be so theraputic. It feels good to be able to help someone else feel a little better, expecially when I can relate.

I just went through some of my other blogs and most of them start off talking about my boyfriend. That annoys me! But I'm slowly gaining control of my emotions and feeling a little more reasonable about things.

On the weekend we went down to my hometown for a party, then went clubbing. We had to be back here early the next day because my bf's dad had asked him to come help fix fences. We were planning on going to a pet expo in my hometown (I'd been looking forward to it for a month or so) and was disappointed in having to give it up because his dad had asked at the last minute. I feel that I handled that disappointment so much better than I usually would have. For some reason it just didn't matter as much as usual. I was proud of myself. Later I was slightly annoyed when we found out was not urgent fence fixing but I never let myself feel unreasonably angry about it. No mood swings.

I finally truely feel I am on the road to recovery.

Yesterday I felt physically terrible, headachy and sore all over, so I stayed in bed. But I didn't let myself feel guilty about it. My body obviously needed a break so I took one. Even my bf noticed that I was sick but not down. Today I feel great! Not overly energetic but happyish. And motivated. I love days like this. It's rainy and dreadful outside but it hasn't made me feel bad, in fact I feel like dressing up warmly and braving it!

There is hope. I love being alive.