Well I'm sitting her blogging with my cockatiel Zeke sitting on my shoulder. He's happily talking at me and cleaning himself. I wish I was as happy as he is all the time.
It's been another rough day with the headache. I'm now convinced it's a migraine. I get them from time to time and I guess it's time. I finally gave in and took a hydrocodone I had left over from a dental visit and that seems to have knocked it out for awhile. Because of the headache all I've done today is go for a bike ride this morning and then sleep on and off all day. The hydrocodone made me sleep more.
I've got to call my doctor tomorrow because my moods have been really unstable. I went from hypomanic to badly depressed in one day. The depression has gotten to the point that I'm having thoughts of self-harm. I'm also so anxious that I'm having a hard time sitting still or focusing on much. I think that's also part of the reason I've been sleeping so much.
In a different direction, my Mom got the news about her car today. We're going car shopping tomorrow. The car needs a whole new engine. We've already found 2 that she wants to look at, so that's a relief. So at least I know where we're going tomorrow. I hope she finds a car tomorrow. I don't want to be running around for days going from car lot to car lot. I've already made my distaste for car salesmen evident. I can only take so much of it.
My son really surprised me today. I was going to start him riding the bus on Thursday morning, but he informed me that he wanted to start riding it tomorrow morning instead! Usually he's very negative and stubborn about change so this was really surprising. But he has to wait because I've got to go in to the school and do a transportation change form I think. Maybe he's made a friend or 2 on the bus and is feeling a little more at ease. That makes me happy. 🙂
Goodnight all. Tomorrow is going to be better, I just know it. (((HUGS))) to everyone that need them!