I see everything you all are saying… But I really don’t deserve any of it..
The days are only getting worst and I just got out of the hospital this evening, and things aren’t good…
I don’t even care anymore… but I don’t want to be on earth for much longer
The darkness in me is taking over.. I don’t.. I don’t know what to do anymore..
I don’t deserve any of you or anything in life.
I just want to soak in my pain and get this over with…
Please forgive me
And Stay Strong
Something I could not do
Please Forgive me for what I am about to do Muireann..
I love you <3