I’m not one to sugar-coat anything, normally I tell it like it is or say nothing about it. Life sucks right now and it’s mostly just in my head. Sometimes it feels like I’m simply trapped inside the one place that I can never get out of, my mind. But that’s the thing, that’s where everyone is and you never really know what someone is thinking of feeling. You can choose to believe them as much as they can choose to lie to your face. I’m not a people person for that simple reason, I’ll be blunt with you, but not unkind. One thing I’ll always agree with is: honestly without kindnesses is blunt, kindness without honesty is fake.

I’ve been through a lot in my life, seen a lot, accepted a lot. One of the hardest pills for me to swallow was the fact that a lot of people don’t have nor need a reason to dislike or even hate you. An analogy I use when I describe this.. phenomena goes as follows: you may very well be the sweetest most juicy and ripe peach on the tree, but some people simply don’t like peaches. That one sentence hit hard, but it was something I needed to hear. You reading this: Don’t try to live your live your life according to others, you won’t be happy because what you do isn’t for yourself. I have no doubt you on the other side of this screen has been through a lot, I’d assume that’s why you’re here, wherever that may be. You are your own person, live by your rules, and do what makes you happy. You live for only one person, yourself.