I need to kill myself. I’ve failed everyone. I failed my best friend. I failed my mother. I failed my girlfriend, who will probably break up with me soon. That will be devastating to me. I fail everyone and everything.
But I don’t have any more Trazadone. Would Ativan do the trick? I have plenty of that still.
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