I am sorry that no one was there for you.
I am sorry that you always felt like a failure.
I am sorry that the people that were supposed to protect you didn’t.
I am sorry that you felt like you shouldn’t even exist
I am sorry that got so dark that you wanted to die.
I am sorry that you never had a voice.
I am sorry that it takes years before justice happens.
I am sorry that you lose your family over it.
I am sorry that even today as an adult you struggle with wanting to live.
I am sorry that even today as an adult you sometimes just want to disappear.
I am sorry that even today as an adult you feel worthless and unloved.
I am sorry!
Even through all of it, we still survive. We still live, yea I still struggle on a regular basis with basic human interactions. We have fought from the darkest depths to over come and just to make it to to tomorrow. So keep going, even when you feel like you don’t have anymore, keep going. One day, (it hasn’t came yet) but one day, we will be able to look back on our past and it not hold such a heavy burden and strong grasp on us. One day, we will be able to live fully in the current and future and leave our past behind!
To my younger self!
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