Last night was one of the worst nights ever. I was planning on killing myself last night, but I failed and went crazy and then fell asleep.
Just imagine Screaming and panicking in a nightmare but not waking up. your stuck in chains and you have no escape not even waking up. I was stuck in my dream.
I was just Screaming and trying to get out but as I said I was stuck in chains, watching all the people I cared about get tortured in front of me. I told the person to kill me right there and the person ignored me and then put a gag on me.
It was one of the worst times I have ever had. It was so real, I felt all the pain that was in there. ever single time I struggled in my chains I got zapped with electricity. I felt all the pain it felt so real.
Then I freaked out so much when the person there got hold of the person I love and the person Tortured him in front of me and it was so bad cause I was screaming and struggling so much. I just wanted to get out and die.
When I woke up, I just couldn’t process anything. I wanted to die.
Note: Don’t say I know how you feel, and DON’T SAY ITS MY HORMONES.