Last night was one of the worst nights ever. I was planning on killing myself last night, but I failed and went crazy and then fell asleep.

Just imagine Screaming and panicking in a nightmare but not waking up. your stuck in chains and you have no escape not even waking up. I was stuck in my dream.

I was just Screaming and trying to get out but as I said I was stuck in chains, watching all the people I cared about get tortured in front of me. I told the person to kill me right there and the person ignored me and then put a gag on me.

It was one of the worst times I have ever had. It was so real, I felt all the pain that was in there. ever single time I struggled in my chains I got zapped with electricity. I felt all the pain it felt so real.

Then I freaked out so much when the person there got hold of the person I love and the person Tortured him in front of me and it was so bad cause I was screaming and struggling so much. I just wanted to get out and die.

When I woke up, I just couldn’t process anything. I wanted to die.

Note: Don’t say I know how you feel, and DON’T SAY ITS MY HORMONES.

1 Comment
  1. plagueghost 2 months ago

    I’m really sorry that you went through all that, it sounds awful. Nightmares can sometimes manifest our worst fears when we’re already in a terrible state, which only makes things worse. I don’t understand how you’re feeling, but I have struggled with suicidal thoughts for most of my life and I want to say that even if you can’t believe it right now, I believe that the world is a better place with you in it, and I’m so glad that you’re still with us. Things are hard right now but you will get through this, I believe in you.

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