Life is the realist horror story every

This past decade has been scarier then anything Stephen King could have written Edgar Allen Poe has nothing on this past decade. I mean literally every thing is dying. Look around you we all dying. Can’t you hear the Earth crying. Can you see the suns and stars falling. PAY ATTENTION PEOPLE. THIS IS COMING TO AN END REAL FAST. BEFORE IT WAS THE GLOBAL WARMING ERA NOW LOOK WHERE WE AT WE IN A PANDEMIC THAT IS SAID TO BE WORSE THEn THE bubonic plague. You go outside you die. You stay inside you die. No matter what you do you die. We killing each other for no reason. Why can’t we build together. I know it can’t be to late to save the planet. Why can’t we fix this problem together instead of killing each other. Quick to post up the RIPS. I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOU BUT IM TIRED OF THESE DEATHS. INSTEAD OF FIGHTING EACH OTHER WHY WE CANT COME TOGETHER. SHINE TOGETHER. BUILD TOGETHER. GROW TOGETHER AND MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE. WHY ARE PEOPLE SO QUICK TO KILL WHAT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND OR WHAT THEY ARE AFRAID OF. DEAR MR POLICEMAN YOU SCARED WHEN YOU SEE ME OR MY BROTHER WELL IM PERTRIFIED WHEN I SEE YOU TOO. ONLY DIFFERENCE IS I DONT WANT TO KILL YOU. DONT CARE TO KILL YOU. I BELIEVE INSTEAD OF FEARING ONE ANOTHER WHY NOT TAKE THE TIME TO LEARN FROM ONE ANOTHER. ALL THESE DIFFERENT CULURES BLENDED TOGETHER IS A BEAUTIFUL THING A LEARNING EXPERIENCE. A CHANCE TO TAKE A PIECE OF KNOWLEDGE FROM HERE AND THEY AND PUT IT ALL TOGETHER. YES WE ALL DIFFERENT THATS WHAT MAKES THE HUMAN RACE SO GREAT. LETS BE GREAT TOGETHER COME TOGETHER LEARN FROM ONE ANOTHER. STOP KILLING EACH OTHER. SPREAD LOVE NOT HATE. SHOW UNDERSTANDING AND STOP PAINTING OUR STREETS WITH OUR BLOOD. YOU WANT TO SEE SOME COLOR ON THE STREETS PLANT SOME PLANTS AND TREES IT PRETTIER TO LOOK AT PLUS IT HELPS THE EARTH. SHOW LOVE AND LESS HATE. REMEMBER WE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER. I ONLY READ ABOUT BACK THE DAYS WHEN WE AS A PEOPLE WERE NEIGHBORLY THE CAN I GET A CUP OF SUGAR NEIGHBOR. THE I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN A COUPLE OF DAYS SO IM CHECKING ON YOU NEIGHBOR. WE ARE OUR BROTHERS KEEPERS. WE RESPONSIBLE FOR EACH OTHER. WHEN THAT CEASES TO EXIST WE HAVE THE CRISIS THAT WE HAVE NOW. CHECK ON PEOPLE MORE OFTEN. I UNDERSTAND YOU HAVE YOUR OWN STUFF GOING ON BUT A HEY BIG HEAD U GOOD ISNT GONNA KILL U. TAKE 5 MINS A WEEK AT LEAST TO BE SELFLESS. WITH WHATS GOING ON IN THE WORLD WE NEED EACH OTHER MORE THEN ANYTHING. SEEING THE TIME AND THAT IM UP IM WRITING SO MUCH IS A SIGN. YES IM HAVING A MANIC EPISODE. BUT IM OK. I UNDERSTAND MY ILLNESS. THIS TIME OF THE YEAR IS HARD FOR A LOT OF PEOPLE. ITS HARD FOR THE LONELY. ITS HARD FOR PEOPLE THAT SURFER MENTAL ILLNESS. THIS IS SUICIDE SEASON. SO PEOPLE. PLEASE REMEBER TO BE KIND TO PEOPLE YOU DONT KNOW HOW CLOSE TO THE EDGE SOME ONE REALLY IS. MENTAL ILLENESS TO ME IS THE WORST DISEASE. BECAUSE THEY IS NOTHING LIKE FIGHTING YOURSELF LIKE LITERALLY FIGHTING YOURSELF FOR YOUR LIFE. TRYING TO COME UP WITH REASONS OUTSIDE OF YOUR CHILD Y U SHOULDNT TAKE YOUR LIFE EVERYDAY. ITS LIKE FIGHTING AN INVISIBLE ENEMY THAT KEEPS SUCKER PUNCHING YOU AND THEY IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT. A LOT OF PEOPLE SO QUICK TO SAY GET ON MEDS BUT THEY DONT ALWAYS WORK AND IF THEY DO U HAVE TO GO THROUGH SO MANY DIFFERENT TYPES JUST TO FIND SOMETHING THAT WORKS. IF YOU LIKE ME IT ONLY WORKS FOR A FEW A MONTHS THEN YOU BACK TO SQUARE ONE TO THEM ANGRY VOICES IN YOUR HEAD. TO THEM RACING THOUGHTS. TO THEM SUCIDALAL FEELINGS. SO YOU HAVE TO FIND COPING SKILLS. FOR ME ITS MY MUSIC AND MY WRITTING AND MY DESIGNING. MY WRITTING IS MY BEST WAY OF COPING CAN I GET TO GET MY THOUGHTS DOWN. THE ONLY WAY TO EXPRESS MYSELF. SO I UNDERSTAND WHAT MY SON GO THROUGH TRYING TO COMMUNICATE AND CANT. THIS THE EASIEST WAY FOR ME. I SPEAK ABOUT MY ILLENESS BECAUSE IM NOT ASHAMED OF IT. I KNOW A LOT OF PPL GO THROUGH WHAT I GO THROUGH AND FEEL SO ALONE. WHICH MAKES THEM LOUD ASS VOICES EASY TO TAKE CONTROL AND END IT ALL. THOSE ARE THE ONES YOU NEED TO BE KIND TO THE MOST CAUSE THEY NEED IT THE MOST. IM TRYING MY BEST TO EXPLAIN THIS HELL I LIVE IN. THAT LIVES IN ME. THAT I LEARNED OVER THE YEARS TO MASK IT. BUY IT FEELS LIKE THE OLDER I GET THE HARDER IT IS TO PRETEND TO B OK. TO PRETEND TO BE NORMAL TO MAKE EVERYONE ELSE FEEL BETTER WHILE I FEELL I LIKE IM DYING SLOWLY. I WRITE ALL THIS BECAUSE I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT NO ONE IS GONNA READ THIS TO THE END. IF YOU DO AIR HUGS. I LOVE YOU ALL WITH YOUR BIG HEADED ASSES. LOL. NO BUT SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU.