The bf and I aren't getting along…again… We fight so much that I sometimes wonder how we're still together at all.

He's just so damn opinionated. He can come off as a real smartass sometimes but I don't think he realizes it. It just sets me off and now he isn't speaking to me. We haven't said a word to one another in over 5 hours, he's completely ignoring me, so now I'm trying to stay away from him, too. I said some pretty nasty things to him and I know that when we speak again, he'll play the victim card on me so it's best if I just hang back for a while.

I'm in a bad mood now, not only because of our argument, but also because the stupid bitches next door are laughing and clapping again and it's almost midnight and my head is killing me. I've been trying to get my Italian done but I can't finish it and I'm getting really fucking sick of doing nothing but Italian day in and day out. I have two crosswords to finish and I've done one but can't figure out the second. I've had about enough of it, I can't keep going to class on no sleep for this damn course. Right about now, I want to say fuck the whole thing and I think I'm done. I'm just done. I'm going to try to sleep and if the bitches next door keep it up, I'm either going to call security or knock on their door and tell them to shut up. The only reason I haven't done anything yet is because I sometimes feel stupid about being irritated over people laughing and yet it's almost midnight…we're in very close quarters here and that's obnoxious this late at night. Some of us aren't taking bullshit classes and actually have to get up pretty early in the morning. I don't have time to act like that and I'm feeling so worn out.

I wish I could sort of just shut everything out and get things done and still have time to relax. =/

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  1. snowdreamer 12 years ago

    You are pushing yourself so much darlin, you have a lot on your mind and with no sleep it can feel like the whole world is sitting on your head.  Take a break and try to sleep and forget the laughing next door although I know how irritating that can be, forget about the bf right now and the fight and things will resolve themselves but you need the sleep or you won't be able to function.  I hope you can sleep I really do it will make a world of difference but I think you already know that….good luck honey…

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