So, life has been a bitch lately. I hate being negative! I do, I promise! But I really, really need a venting session.

Ok, so… here goes… the place I am living is trying to evict me, because I was a couple days late on my lot rent and when I eventually tried to pay them they rejected my payment and said that I have to pay my mortgage – even though that was not even due until yesterday – so now they are also charging me a $150 + charge for them having to file the eviction and they have already set a court date for the 30th… and blah blah blah… blah blah blah… if you have read my previous blog posts then you will know that I hate money – it's the root of all evil and I don't know about you, but – I hate evil shit.

ANYWAYS… I work hard for my money… Ok, not really. I lied. I'm an advanced technician for a TV provider. It is probably not the hardest job, but definitely the most annoying. Especially when you are a generally nice person and don't treat people like shit, it is rather irritating to be screamed at all day because someone's TV isn't working. I'm sorry, I get free cable and don't even watch the shit. It pollutes your mind with nonsense. I mean, think about it – your mind is your tool. Watching garbage all day tarnishes it. Ah, the irony – I say that but I help people watch TV all day. What am I doing with my life?

So, yeah. I am planning a move in three weeks to an amazing townhouse… I mean vines going up brick walls and a nice big courtyard out front with an old depreciated statue – the works. I love this place and I'm crossing fingers and toes that we get it.

So yeah. All of it has lead to stress and though I am anxious at times, I like being carefree. I love seeing the beauty in the world – from the cracks in the pavement to the fluffy clouds in the sky.

I like to believe that everything happens for a reason. This last year was rough, but it made me stronger. It was meant to be, I accept it. Now, get better please!

Much Love,

Bonny