Today was not the best day. It started off alright; I went to church like I normally do each Sunday, got home and had lunch with my family, then went off to study and play Pokemon. The bad part was a few hours ago when I found out that I bombed a Latin test that I took last week. I attend a pretty high-pressure school where grades are super important to your quality of life there, so this really, really sucked. The thing is that I thought I knew almost everything on that test. Damn. So, like I do every so often, I broke down into tears. I’ve been having some very dark thoughts lately, partially due to my school life, also do to some anxiety I’ve developed over the years. For the first time ever, I tried to reach out for help. I contacted the suicide hotline (though I was just depressed, not suicidal), and the counselor that I talked to sent me a link to this website. I’ve joined some groups which I think apply to me, so hopefully this place will help me better myself. If anyone happens upon this blog, I want you to know that I am always here to talk to anyone that needs it. See ya.
-
Tired of the bullshit
lostandlonelygirl, , Depression, Borderline Personality Disorder, Medication, Personality Disorder, 0
It's hard when I feel like my mental illness has ruined my life.I shouldn't say this,but I hate taking...
-
FML
blueonblack, , Anxiety, ADHD, Anxiety, Child, Domestic Abuse, Obesity, Parenting, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 1
Holy crap. I\'m ready to scream to put it mildly. I am having to stay the night at my...
-
Well I…
Britt_Britt, , Depression, Child, 0
Well I am sitting here wondering where I went wrong. My bd (baby daddy) told me last night that...
-
A heart to heart talk
nelson, , Anxiety, Career, Depression, Obesity, Personality Disorder, Relationships, 0
Considering the level of awareness and self consciousness about the various impediments that has always stood as a...
-
Distracted Driving
Paranoid_Android, , Anxiety, Child, Questions, Stress, 0
Sometimes (most times) I have trouble keeping my head focused on the moment or activity at hand. If I...
-
More of Myself Online Than Offline
Dimples87, , Anxiety, Anxiety, Domestic Abuse, Questions, Relationships, Self Help, Sex Therapy, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, 1
I can sometimes be a little bipolarish or schizophrenic (it's in my genes, moreso from my mama than my...
-
Muddling through the EOL
Tom-in-MN, , Depression, Career, Depression, 1
I recently re-read Bill Styron’s Darkness Visible for, at least, the 4th time. Weirdly, since men account for at...
-
Don't get it!!!
lonelylove, , Depression, Anger, Child, Domestic Abuse, Sleep Disorders, 2
Today I woke up feeling wonderful. I usually do until something or someone messes it up. It's usually the...