Today went well!

I visualized it going well and I made it happen!

I got up at 5:30 this morning and I worked hard to show off my skills today during training.

I made friends and impressed my trainers. I feel like part of a community again! It’s like I was doubting myself having been out of a regular work environment but as soon as I got back into one I do great with people. Maybe I annoyed a few but I feel like everything went well. Some of the new testers look up to me and are very interested in my past experience and come to me for help.

I’ll be working with a whole new group Friday but I’ll just be myself again and I know things will go well.

I’m so excited to be working for this company… I feel like this is really going some where… even if I kinda have to start towards the bottom again.

I’m at Borders now because I have to try and squeeze in some homework and I’m avoiding traffic. It’s weird though. I couldn’t find a spot near the people at the Cafe but I don’t feel I need that any more. I’m in the Music sectino sitting in a comfy chair by myself listening to the jazz they are playing and I am perfectly happy without human interaction. That used to be the main reason I liked coming here. But now that I am part of the group at work I don’t really need to talk anymore than the 8 hours I talked today at work haha. I knew I was a social person with quiet tendancies but I really think I figured myself out these last couple of months.

Now I just have to manage my school work, find time to eat, and keep it up at work and life will be great. OOOO! I forgot! I need to figure out my therapy!! I missed my psych appointment and I’m gonna miss my therapy session because I’m working now. Not sure what to do! My medical is gonna run out at the end of February so I was going to have to figure something out anyways but I really think I shouldn’t let my out patient treatment just fade away… I can’t risk ending back at where I was in Washington when things get stressful. Maybe I will look for a clinic that is open at night. We’ll see.

Well homework time.

Is everyone doing well? Hope so!!

Peace & Love DTers.