I'm Becoming Me
This isn't me
What am I looking at in the mirror?
Tell me I'm here
'Cause it never feels real to me
Sinking further
Still it feels like it could cut deeper
Tell me I'm bleeding
I need a sign that I'm still alive
(chorus)
I feel too tempermental
I think I've gone fucking mental
Swinging my bones into metal
I need the pain to feel alive
Tell me from my pain what can you contrive!?
Fuck this shit
I feel so fucking sick of it
I need to split
THe time has come and I'm gone
Tell me who I am
Cause I can't define myself by the world
Tell me what I am
I seem far to SiCK inside to be accepted
(chorus)
I feel too tempermental
I think I've gone fucking mental
Swinging my bones into metal
I need the pain to feel alive
Tell me from my pain what can you contrive!?
(bridge)
I think this game is ending
So better stop pretending
That it's all going to be a happy mending
You don't always get what you want
I never get what I need
Driving me to feed on life it's self
Tell me to contain myself
Say it to my face
They'll never fucking find you again!
I'LLL MAKE SURE YOU'RE AS TORN APART AS I AM INSIDE!!!
(chorus)
I feel too tempermental
I think I've gone fucking mental
Swinging my bones into metal
I need the pain to feel alive
Tell me from my pain what can you contrive!?
I feel too fucking mental
Want to take a blade to everyone I see
Gotta get the fuck away from me
So take a look and tell me what you see
Is it a monster or is it me!?
I can't tell because it all feels the same…
Alive and Horrid…