GOOD morning Sisters and Brothers IN Christ THINK OF A TIME YOU WERE SO BUSY IN YOUR LIFE YOU COULD NOT HERE GOD A LONG TIME AGO WHEN I WAS A YOUNG CHILD I DID NOT REALIZE IT THEN I DO KNOW I WANTED TO MAKE SOME MONEY I WAS INVENTED TO GO AND HELP MY BROTHER IN LAW CLEAN SOME OFFICES SO I DID NOT THINKING ANYTHING OF IT AFTER CLEANING I WAS DONE HE LEFT A 6 PACK of BEER SO I DECIDED TO TAKE A DRINK AND BY THE TIME He got back from getting the money I WAS DRUNK AND THAT'S When He MOLESTED AFTER WARDS HE PROMISED ME MORE MONEY AND HE WOULD TAKE ME SHOPPING IF I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT ABOUT IT AND I DID FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND HE DID THEN ONE DAY IT SLIPPED OUT AND I TOLD MY COUSIN AND SHE TOLD MY SISTER IT SEEMED LIKE NO ONE BELIEVED ME THEY STARTED CALLING ME A LIAR I REMEMBER I WENT TO THE BEDROOM TO CRI AND MY SISTER AND BROTHER IN LAW AND STEPPED FATHER STARTED HITTING ME WITH BELTS THAT'S When I FELT TOTALLY BETRAYED AND THEN I TOOK OF FOR 15 Years AND IN THAT TIME MY SISTER AND HER HUSBAND GOT A DIVORCE AND HE ENDED UP MOLASTING HIS OWN DAUGHTER.I WISH BACK THEN I DID Not GET DRUNK I KNEW OUR FATHER WAS TELLING NOT TO DRINK BUT I DID NOT LISTEN IF YOU LISTEN GOD IS ALWAYS TRYING TO LEAD US FROM DANGER SO LISTEN UP.A EXAMPLE OF THIS EVEN BACK IN ANCIENT TIMES THE LORD CAME AND STOOD THERE CALLING AS SAMUEL SAMUEL THEN SAMUEL SAID SPEAK FOR YOUR SERVANT IS LISTENING 1 SAMUEL 3:10 HOW Can you Hear And KNOW God VOICE He SPEAKS to you ADJUST your SCHEDULE To Be a little Less BUSY STUDY HIS WORD AND EXPAND YOUR PRAYER LIFE DON'T Just TALK to The LORD PRACTICE LISTENING SO YOU RECOGNIZE HIS VOICE MOST IMPORTANTLY HUNGER TO HEAR FROM GOD LIKE FOR EXAMPLE I WAS OUT OF I DEA WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT I ASKED GOD FOR HELP AND HE LEAD ME TO THIS LESSON.THANK you God For ALWAYS Being There For Me I Love you Amen. TODAY CHALLENGE SLOW DOWN AND BE STILL FOCUS ON GOD AND DESIRE TO HEAR HIS DIRECTION HE WILL SPEAK 1 SAMUEL 3:1-14
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