Well I had an interesting dream last night. So interesting that I had to put part of it in my cell phone so I'd remember it in the morning. It involved a bus trip, an old friend and a recent one and a fiancée of mine (future). My grandma Jean is also in the dream. She passed away in 2009…that is a whole other story aka heartache. I may get into that in another entry. Anyway, most of this dream took place on a bus, one of those first class buses, not a school bus.
I remember sitting next to my old friend, R, and trying to avoid looking at my newer friend, S–who still has a crush on me. I remember feeling guilty that I was going to marry another guy and not S. Not sure why. I will look up the word "bus" in a dream dictionary (lol). I find them interesting.
According to dreammoods.com, riding in a bus symbolizes "To dream that you are riding a bus implies that you are going along with the crowd. You are lacking originality and control over where your life is taking." This I guess would make sense in about how I feel about the stories I decide to write. I feel like every idea I come up has been done before. As for in real life, I am NOT one to follow fads or trends, fashion wise. Maybe I need to explore the dream further. Find out why certain people were in it like my grandma who has passed, like R, who used to be a good friend and like S, who has a crush on me. I will research this and may report what the website says.
Grandmother is defined as this: "To see your grandmother in your dream represents nurturance, protection, and unconditional love. Consider the qualities and characteristics that exist in your own grandmother. She may also be the archetypal symbol of the wise old woman." I agree with most of this interpretation. I loved her so much and admired her. My grandma Jean–maternal grandma–was deaf but could read lips, speak and knew Sign Language. Man do I miss her.
The meaning of "friend" didn't seem to fit.
Fiancée–didn't have an entry and "Boyfriend" didn't seem to fit.
The feelings of guilt I felt towards the friend S, who has a crush on me, seemed to make sense.
Anyway, sorry this is so long lol
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Do not feel discourage about writing. There are only a few life themes. It is not the theme; but what you do with it.. Take care and good luck.