There is a girl that i like and i have liked her for a long time. She has liked me too. She noticed me at the beginning of the year and then i noticed her it took a couple weeks to fall for her. But I felt so happy that someone noticed me. But I never talked to her, can’t even put what her voice sounds like in my head, because i never heard her talk before. Of course my anxiety prevents me to just going up to her and saying hello. The majority of times i saw her with friends. I could never talk to someone with people surrounding her. I feel like an invader trying to kidnap a tribe member. I don’t know how to get to her. My anxiety is really strong on me, even with a medication it’s hard to talk to girls. I have no experience with girls and that it why i could never go up to her. It is now the ninth month of the year and i briefly saw her through the corner of my eye. She either didn’t notice or has lost complete interest. I hope it is the first one. I’m so scared to talk to her. I’m afraid to show emotion as well as not smiling, blushing, or waving. I don’t know anything about her so seeing her on campus is always a treat. But i freeze and i feel upset when i had a perfect opportunity. I like her a lot and i’m afraid that i can’t have her because of my anxiety and overthinking the situation. I don’t know how to get to her. The invisible wall doesn’t let me go up to her. I want to experience a relationship. I have never had a girlfriend so i don’t know what that’s like. I’m scared to tell my friends in college, but my friends in high school i have no problem with telling them. It really is a problem that i can’t benefit for myself.