It feels like the world is caving in and I am trying to be the hero in my own story, but I don’t know how to be. I am my own worst enemy. Do you ever feel as though you are meant to be unhappy? Like you life is somehow predestined to be riddled with failure and lack of accomplishment. I do. Deep within me, I feel as though I am not deserving of happiness because I am so different, so wrong, so unlovable. I get scared to let people in because I am scared they will discover the truth and disappear. I deeply struggle with feelings of self-worth and overall worthiness, it just feels like I will never be enough. I will never be someone’s first choice. I feel like I am everyone’s last choice. No one’s favorite person– like I just sort of am a last resort option that exists. These are the thoughts constantly circling in my brain to the point of exhaustion.
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Zuccotto
uberbobolink, , Depression, Depression, Medication, Parenting, Suicide, 0
I’m headed down again. Just when I think there’s nobody else I can push away I surprise myself yet...
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Welcome Back!!
xxcarebear1983xx, , Depression, Anger, Bipolar, Depression, OCD, Sleep Disorders, 0
Well it has been a long time since I have been on here. About 2 years. Things in my...
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Who Am I
viannathumblina, , Depression, Anger, Obesity, Weight Loss, 0
While trying to tell everyone a little about myself I found it hard to come up with anything. I...
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My husband and my Medical Care
greyness, , Depression, Child, Depression, Divorce, Domestic Abuse, Suicide, Therapist, 0
Yesterday, which was Monday I had an appointment with my doctor for some new meds. It was a...
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Under my skin
xillah, , Depression, Career, Depression, Divorce, Relationships, 0
I just got hired as the new library aide at the high school where DH teaches. I could not...
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Friday June 19 2015 am
Star2015, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Forgiveness, Religion, Sleep Disorders, 0
Woke up this morning and felt refreshed. Which is strange because I was so down last night when I...
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Insomnia
Twiggysiren, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Career, Child, Depression, Herbal Remedies, Medication, Psychosis, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Therapist, Therapy, Weight Loss, 0
I can’t sleep. I’m dreading tomorrow. My mind is going a mile a minute, even though I drank a...
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I can’t go on
Picku332, , Depression, Sleep Disorders, 1
I know am going to Hell, and I can\’t stop it. My life, I just can\’t live one, even...
I struggle with my self worth too, like I am never good enough. We are good enough! You deserve to come first, everyone deserves to be happy and I hope that you find happiness. Stay strong, take care.