My x tried to convoince me I was crazy and I ended up on suicide watch at the hosital. He starved me also. I am trying to get divorced from him now. I told him he has no respect for woman in front of our kids. I was married for 20 to a carpenter who called me the C word in front of out kids also. He would scold me all the time and fat shame me in front of our kids. I am a lesbian now and came out to my gay friends 2 years ago. I have not met a woman yet, but are looking locally. I wear my pride everyday that I can. I work for Shoprite now and today I am going to their Open house for employees. I have a weightloss surgery and would throw up all the time becasue of what my x talked me into. I cant have kids anymore but hope to adopt when I meet that special someone to share with. My kids are almost 19 and 17. My daughter works on a farm and my son is still in school but was failing due to Covid. But now he is getting his grades up. The past Mothers day they didn’t even call or write to me. I have tried to get in touch with them so many times and they won’t talk to me. I have sent gifts also. I see a great female counselor now also. She is helping me get throught this. Is their also else who has gone through this? I spoil my cat now I just bought this for her today at Target.
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It sounds like you’re pulling your life together, so happy for you:)
I am trying each day.