if i die i would not have to feel like this and all my pain will go away i would not have to worry abut keeping people happy and i would not have to yell at people just so they will listen to me and i will not have feel like i’m in a cage i will never have to fake a smile aging i will not have worry about having a anxiety attack ever aging well cuz i would be dead
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Is it God, or is it Memorex…
Ellowynne, , Depression, Adoption, OCD, Religion, 1
This is supposed to be No.2 in my "journaling" posts. It is late… I guess I found half a...
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Nightmares and Meds
sadviolinist, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, 1
Thank God for the rain! It's dropped the temperature to 80 here, which I can live with and enjoy....
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Oh the places you''ll go
Sciencegirl, , Depression, Anxiety, 2
This poem always makes me feel better about things, I love the work of Dr Seuss and people laugh...
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I have to remind myself
thebadkitty, , Depression, Addiction, 0
People on this site have helped me to stay alive and off heroin. Sometimes I need to remind myself...
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Rough time this week
Bears2, , Depression, Anxiety, Bipolar, Career, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Schizophrenia, Stress, Therapist, Therapy, 1
My name is Anne. I was diagnosed with Bipolar in 2002 though I think I’ve had it at least...
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Better Frame of Mind
sadviolinist, , Depression, Career, Grief, Relationships, Therapy, 2
I had a very interesting and eye-opening experience tonight at my therapy appointment. I don't even know how to...
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Out of the well
Linus, , Depression, Hypnotherapy, Stress, 0
heh, well this is turning out to be an interesting experience. fairly distracting, which i suppose is the objective..ugh..that's...
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The Play and Other Stuff
sadviolinist, , Depression, Depression, Sleep Disorders, 0
Zach's play was really cute this morning. He did so well with his lines and singing his songs! I...
To quote crip Mac, never commit suicide. Eventually you’ll bump into a person who just listens. Life is constant pain, I’m not going to pretend you’ll be in a moment where it just disappears, but it will subside. Then you’ll have interesting new pains to grapple with!
It gets easier somehow, and that constant pain is in service of the little joys you can’t feel right now, but you and I know they’re there every day too.
We just need to find a way to lock on that part of our day, or maybe that’s escapism and also unhealthy, eh.