I feel like no one cares about me or loves me anymore after I made the worst choice of my life and ghosted my ex she was everything I listened to dumb people and she’s moved on for the most part and I want nothing more then her to just he there by her side for anyhing just sit in silence even I work 50 hours a week to try and save for a car so I can try and get out of my house more but no one seems proud or to care my mom just tells me I’m gonna burn my self in this tone that I hate and I tried to tell my brother how much my check was cause I was proud of it and they both told me to shut up and never to tell anyone that I just want someone to care and I want to feel safe in my home I don’t cause of my family and how much they fight and when these get physical I feel the need to intervene and for what they don’t care about me. I miss her.
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I get what you mean about the family problems and my best advice is to just ignore them because your family is saying that stuff because they don’t want you to do better then them. Which is toxic family is supposed to lift you up instead of tear you down. Hey don’t stress the whole ex thing you clearly needed time to yourself even if you did what you did just because other people told you to. Use that as a lesson for you next relationship to not let other people intervene. I’d say to maybe keep your love life private just because it is something that seems to matter to you. Anyways i hope you find that special person who you can laugh with but also share your thoughts with without feeling guilty. Because ultimately family is just blood they aren’t always they people we consider family sometimes it’s our friends and significant others that we consider our home.