I;m 5 feet 118lbs brown eyes black short straight hair I’m black but I’m mixed I got light skin and some white features. I wear a size 36 b bra size and a size 7 n a half wide in shoes.
I live in New York City and was born and raised there I havent been professionally diagnosed with depression or anxiety but I feel it sometimes and its there.
I’m 18 when I become ovewellemed with aniexty I look at the ground or up possibly at the sky if I’m out side I’ll look not at the person wont look in there eyes and my heart will start pounding and I’ll start sweating and getting scared and thinking that the person might physically hurt me.
I have no job dont smoke drink do drugs I’m bi but I havent been with a boy or a girl before ( sexually ) but I know what I like, I like boys more lol 😛 I dont have my own car dont have my own car dont have my own place.
I live in a house with my mom mom’s mom and my mom’s boyfriend.
My room is the attic I’m very anti social if you put me in the wrong setting or the right setting how ever you want to view it.
I spend a lot of time in my room alone or on the computer.
A lot of my friends lost interest in me or is too busy with college so i dont go out a lot the first time I went to the movies I think I was either 13 or 14 but I’m more so jumping for 13 I was a sickly child and spent a lot of the time in the hospital I have asthma. Which is part of the reason for why I went to the movies at such a young age.
I was very weak and fragile and a lot of things got me weak and sick the winter makes me sick dust and animal dantier makes me sick having a cold in the cold weather makes me sick physical excertion makes me sick chemicals make me sick. ALL OF THESE THINGS MAKE ME SICK TO THE POINT WHERE I CANT BREATHE.
I like this movie its one of my favorites but this trailer makes fun of it you guys might laugh n it’d be kinda good for you guys if you did I dont find this in any particular way funny but yea.
I’m scared of people social situations interactions crowds getting close to people lossing people getting taken advantage of.
I’m usually up set about something i HATE changes EXSPECIALLY life alterring ones.
Thanks for adding me, but I’ve been self concious shy and anti social since I was a kid, I mean if I have to speak in front of people I’ll do it sometimes but rearly will I vollunteer to do it I mean in my school in my school we always have this poetry read aloud and I always preform my poems because its a way of letting people know how I felt or am currently feeling.
I’ve always been the weird one and the odd ball of the group or crowd I mean I could be acting like my self or being normal and people will still pick me out of a group or crowd to tease me or cause some sort of confrontation.
I mean I could be quiet minding my own bussiness and someone will sit there and say something out of turn.
and I know that I’m spilling my guts out right now and I seem like a baby or like I want attention but thats not it.
I always expect the worst of something because of the things thats happened to me, I figure that its better to expect the worst than to pretend that everythings gonna be ok and besides somethings gonna fall apart at some point and time.
As soon as something gets fixed or better it gets messed up or complicated again.
I think its a great idea that your trying to help people thanks for the add and I love your picture.
~My Names Dominique and I Live In New York City.
I rely on people too much and I am not street smart I’ll get lost easily and directions are kinda hard for me. Now I have to learn to travel and the streets and its hard because I’m older and I should have learned this when I was younger but I was very sick with Asthma always in the hospital cause I cant breathe always in the hospital cause I’m too tired and weak. Of course I dont blame my self but I feel a lil bad you know, cause now I’m pushed into the world and I have to do certain things, learn how to do things that I should have learned feeling all slow and crap.
and my mood because they dont have it up there is okay my mood is currently feeling okay as my mood usually is OKAY.