Today has been an odd one. It started off with me waking up with an incredible headache, and I didn’t even drink the night before.
I woke up to my alarm going off on my phone. As soon as I opened my eyes my head hurt. I don’t know if it was more a psycological thing… Not sure. Anyway mum came in asked me if I was going to school. I didn’t.
Another day missed. I’m really not going to do well here.. I know that when I go back the teachers are going to give me a hard time about it. I’m worried about that. What am I going to say? "ohh yeah sorry about that, I felt like killing myself, so I stayed at home and contenplated it all day".. You can’t say things like that to anyone, let alone a teacher. I did get a nice surprise from one of the girls in my class. She called me to ask me how I was. Maybe she knew something was up.. I don’t know. Anyway, I didn’t go into details. i just said that I wasn’t feeling well. I can’t let things like me upset other people in thier happy lives. I told her that I might have to withdraw from the classes. She told me that I shouldn’t, and that a test I took last week I did good at. I find that hard to belive, simply for the fact that I didn’t answer about half of the questions. I guess that means that the questions I did answer I got right. Who knows. I personally think that was due to the fact that the teacher of that class is very nice, and He just wanted me to feel good.
I came onto DT for most of the afternoon. Chatted to a few people. I actually laughed a few times. I actually had a nice time. Later on I went out for dinner with mum, my sister and my grandparents. It was nice. I had some seafood. I didn’t have the guts to try the oysters though. ewww. I had a few drinks. I wasn’t drunk though.. Played on the machines for a bit. Didn’t win of course.
Thats about it. Another stupid day in my stupid life.