Just got off work after anoyher 30hr weekend (15hrs a day). I am so exhausted but luckily I am off tomorrow. Even with the day off i doubt I will get any rest. My kids started school on the 31st and will be off tomorrow which means my husband may want 2 do something with them. Don't get me wrong, i would love to spend time with my family but I am just so worn out. I have been putting in some serious hours this summer and I am burned out. I guess it's my own fault but I really need the money. I have car tags, smog checks, one of my son's birthday and a new one new tires. Well I've been needing new tires but have been puting it off due to no funds and now the other day I was on my way to work and not even all the way out of the driveway when i realized my tire was totally flat and from me driving on it it came off of the rim! Uggg! Always something I tell you. THen I had brother in law visit with his wife who I can't stand. Luckily I was working. Ha! They are the kind of people who like to show off about the things they have and the things they are doing, etc. It's sickening! Not only that My brother in law works his ass off and still has to come home make dinner, was his own clothes and take care of their kid while she persues her hobbies. But whatever, i guess he's happy with his life so more power to them. I just can't wait for eveything to start calming down again. I am on the verge of a breakdown. I was in a really low dark place a week or 2 ago. I still feel pretty anxious but not low like I did. I am trying to hang in there but then there are days like today when my husband starts calling me about my son possibly having an allergy attack and I tell him what he needs to do and he starts screaming at the top of his lung at me. I was liek wtf u called me. I swear I feel Like Rodney Dangerfield. "I get no respect!" I guess that's the life of a woman. *Sigh* I am so tied I can't sleep. It really ticks me off when this happens! Oh well I guess I better try toi unwind. Goodnight.