I’m not quite sure what to think… honestly. I just read the blog that dear Caro was refering to, and honestly i am just trying to decide what to make of it.

Is it wrong to write out your feelings? I have been told that its threapudic and I, myself, find it as an outlet as I do not see a therapist on a regular basis (though this may change from thurdsay). I’m pretty sure that the last time I went to a therapist they said that writing about how you feel is a good thing. "Get it out of your system" i believe is the term.

I’m pretty sure that I was one of the people indirectly spoken about in this blog. I don’t blog for the sake of being a "Top Blogger". That means nothing to me. Infact that is not even on my list of things that I worry about. Until now.

Is being a top blogger a bad thing? If there was a way to take myself off the rankings and continue to blog I would do that. But unfortunatly there is nothing i can do about that.

I don’t force anyone to read my blogs, and like i have said many many times, i do not require response. I’m not going to hate you for making a comment though either. Its just my way of sorting things out in my head. Getting things "out in the air" as Keys had so perfectly put it.

I know alot of my blogs are quite negative. I’m sorry for that. But should I have to be sorry for it? i’m not quite so sure. If i’m feeling negative like so many of us are on this site (after all it is Depression tribe) then should we feel guilty about saying so? I don’t think so.. infact i KNOW so.

as Forest Gump had perfectly said "Thats all I have to say about that "