Full of loneliness
The garden bloomed
Full of thorns
I bind myself in this moorish castle

What is your name
Do you have a place to go
Oh could you tell me?
I saw you hiding in this garden

And I know
all of your warmth is real
I want to touch you but can’t
I want to hear your voice but dare not to

The red flower your hand was picking
I want to hold it but
It’s my fate
It’s my lust

Don’t smile to me
Don’t lie to me
Because I can’t get closer to you
There’s no name you can call me

You know I can’t
Physically show you me
Physically give you me
I showed you a ruined part of me

Once again I go put a mask on to show you
But I still want you

Bloomed in a garden of loneliness
A flower that resembles you
I wanted to give it to you
After I take off this foolish mask

But I know I can’t do that forever
Pretend to be strong and beautiful
I have to hide
Because I am a monster

I am afraid
I am shattered
I’m so afraid
That you will leave me in the end
Once again I put a mask on and go to see you

The only thing I can do
In this garden
In this screened world
Is to bloom a pretty flower that resembles you
And to breathe as the me that you know
I still want you

I’m crying
That’s disappeared
That’s fallen
Left alone in this moorish castle
Looking at this broken mask

I still want you

– Chloe …