so my boyfriend just broke up with me the other day because he feels like he isn't emotionally strong enough to help me through this proccess of getting over my anxiety and depression. he said he loves me so much and wants to be with me but his head is split into two and part of him is so unhappy. he said he feels like i worry about the relationship too much when i should be worrying about myself and getting better and he feels this would be the best way. He said maybe in the future we can be together once I'm better but i dont know if I can do that…..hes leaving me when I need him most.

I know what I'm going through puts stress on our relationship but i'm doing everything I can right now to help myself. I'm going to therapy. I'm beginning to look at medications. I just feel so defeated that the one person I love most in this world gave up on me. but part of me doesn't blame him. It has been really hard on him too. I just wish he could see that i will get better and that this is only temporary. I feel so guilty. I wish i could change everything. I love him so much…..

just so everyone knows I have GAD and most recently depression. I worry about his feelings for me all the time. I worry about his ex's and other girls. I worry that he is going to leave me. and then it happened. I know its wrong but I've gotten so much better. someone help….. I feel so hopeless