All my friends are going through stuff, just today my friend found out her boyfriend was cheating on her with one of the girls at our school who has a boyfriend. I dont know how to help or anything, I am so done with all of it. Me and my boyfriend are long distance and I lost his sweatshirt at school, I started crying and then I found it. I am honestly so broken down, I have no idea how much more I can take I feel like I am gonna break at any second. I can’t even talk to my mom without us fighting I just wish I was happier but I am not and it sucks. I love my boyfriend and he treats me like a princess and I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with him but i dont know if I have much longer left, I have committed before but he stopped me and talked me out of it. I really hope it doesnt come down to that again. I really just wanna be normal but I can’t seem to do anything right. I just wanna go to bed and never wake up. But I know thats not gonna happen. I dont think I could do that to my boyfriend cause he has alot to deal with as well, We actually met on this website. Anyways thats enough for now.