So a few months ago I posted a blog about my intrusive thoughts or whatever and how the one time I didn’t listen, my grandpa died as the intrusive thoughts had said would happen if I didn’t listen.

Well, the exact same thing happened again. Just like with my other grandpa he had been doing really bad but then started getting a little bit better. This time the intrusive thought was if I don’t switch my lightswitch 30 times then he would die and after about 10 I thought that 30 seemed ridiculous and that my lightswitch wouldn’t have any correlation with my grandpa but the next morning, he was dead.

I literally don’t get how this is “just a coincidence” anymore and it really sucks because I have similar intrusive thoughts in relation to my parents, siblings, and pets and I don’t want anything to happen to them either.