It’s so hard not to hurt myself, right now. I just want to die. I get as far as...
Archive for category: Depression
About Depression
School sucks, home sucks, everything sucks. I’m tired of be depressed and angry all the time. Right now I cannot...
First night here, "home". In my apartment for 4 currently only inhabited by me and a chinese girl named...
Like a spider’s web
fallen_paradise, , Depression, Career, Child, Questions, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Social Anxiety, 0So much for my "Refresh" blog.. those "high" emotions couldn’t even last an hour. I feel like falling asleep...
i feel like crap. i cut. i cried. i phoned matt. . He was pretty much the thing that...
The big step…going back
redhead20, , Depression, Anxiety, Child, Depression, Social Anxiety, Stress, 2The van is packed up…really full. Most of my things are gone. Tommorrow at 9 am I leave with...
This blog got mussed somehow, and had to be corrected – it was originally posted in the wee morning...
“Holding back the fool, again”
thebadkitty, , Depression, Addiction, Bipolar, Depression, Suicide, 1I feel so nuts, sometimes. I just want to jump out of my skin. I don’t know what’s going...
How I cope to survive
fallen_paradise, , Depression, Anxiety, Domestic Abuse, Sleep Disorders, Weight Loss, 0I have never sought out professional help, but I am still surviving. I am flawed, no one is perfect,...
Today…
thebadkitty, , Depression, Anger, Bipolar, Depression, Questions, Suicide, 1Obviously, I haven’t offed myself, yet… I’m beginning to feel like the Bipolar who cried "WOLF," or "suicide," or...

