so… for some reason he’s being nice to me. maybe my mom gave him a long talk or something. but he, i mean, yes, he’s yelled at me a few times in the past few weeks, but mostly he’s being polite and it’s easy to be polite back. except for the fact that he keeps triggering me. even if it’s unintentional.

it’s just hard, you know. to love someone who has told you every single day how big of a failure you are. but hopefully things get better.