I am here writing this because I don’t know anymore where to share my problem. Every time I talk to someone I know and talk about my anxiety they would just simply say… just think positive and keep yourself busy. If it’s simple like that then I shouldn’t have feel empty right now and cry every night. I have these negatives thoughts every time and is slowly ruining my relationship with my boyfriend. I wanted this anxiety to just end. One time I tried to talk to my boyfriend about my anxiety because I thought he would understand but he just told me that we were not on the same page. That he could not understand why I always choose to think negatively. He could not understand why I can’t change my habit of worrying and thinking negatively. And honestly, that hurt me the most. THE JUDGEMENT. I don’t want to think like this. Nobody does. It’s hard if you’re fighting against yourself, …against your thought.
I just need someone who would listen and understand.