I am here writing this because I don’t know anymore where to share my problem. Every time I talk to someone I know and talk about my anxiety they would just simply say… just think positive and keep yourself busy. If it’s simple like that then I shouldn’t have feel empty right now and cry every night. I have these negatives thoughts every time and is slowly ruining my relationship with my boyfriend. I wanted this anxiety to just end. One time I tried to talk to my boyfriend about my anxiety because I thought he would understand but he just told me that we were not on the same page. That he could not understand why I always choose to think negatively. He could not understand why I can’t change my habit of worrying and thinking negatively. And honestly, that hurt me the most. THE JUDGEMENT. I don’t want to think like this. Nobody does. It’s hard if you’re fighting against yourself, …against your thought.
I just need someone who would listen and understand.
Feel free to talk to me if you ever need someone, I am a good listener and will try to help you in any way I can. I don’t have a boyfriend and have never dated anyone, but I know what it’s like to be told your fine when your not, to be judged for being different and left for being yourself.
Thank you. I’m glad to know that there’s someone who’s willing to listen 🙂
Please message me if you feel like you need to. I have had anxiety for a very long time and I know it feels like people don’t understand how you feel, but you aren’t alone and you shouldn’t feel judged for your anxiety.
Thank you so much