i found this while cleaning and packing  ..it was written for my mom when she passed away.  so for those  who never met her it explains alot…………..

There is a new star in the heaven tonight

one thats finally happy and free

when earthbound pains finally took flight

releasing her from the prison her body became

trapped by a illness impossible  to flight

ensnared in a entity through no choice  of her own.

Imagine if you will,a wild horse with legs hobbled tight

or a free spirit that cant break free the bonds

or a hummingbird trapped through the night

oh, the anguish,the frustration, how did she cope

like the blind,longing for sight….

All the star wanted  was to be like you and me

and live a full life withouth such a horrible plight

Im sure this star wondered what she did wrong

to deserve such a fate,knowing it cant be right

she still has more to give, more life to live

and a husband  and children she loves with all her might

You  know something, and this is from my heart

as i reflect on her memory and try to write

to express what her feeling must have been

and she endured quietly,while filled with fright

she touched our lives the ones she really knew

her carefree style brougth life to a new height

"f" the rules  was a phrase she  lived by

but it was just her soaring like a loose kite

by saying and doing what she felt at the time

enjoying the freedom,the carefree and the trite

but that was what this star was all about.

This is the hardest thing ive ever had to write

but i think that now i can say her name

Toni was special, one of a kind a star so bright

that we will never forget.theres a hole in my heart

but good memories will prevail, which is right

because shes now happy, she wants us to be happy.

THERE IS A NEW STAR IN THE HEAVEN TONIGHT…..

 i guess god has  a plan were  just to small to see it!!!!!!