I guess I could say that i’m involuntarily alone. I’m only 18 and in the last 5 years I’ve lost half of my family including my Sister, 19 & my Grandma, 67 (last month). I was diagnosed with bipolar depression and SEVERE social anxiety at a young age. Somehow i’m still here. I know it doesn’t seem appropriate to share this with strangers but I quite literally have no one else to go to.

In spite of everything, i still want a future and a life without fear that everyone around is going to die..