I know yall dont wanna hear this but I need to vent. There was this old friend of my moms. We hung out all the time then feelings developed between the both of us. Later on we fell in love with each other. But he has a girlfriend and she found out. So we have been secretly seeing each other. Recently he hasn’t talked to me in 2 weeks. This year would make 1 year we have officially been together. I am so in love with him that it kills me. He said he love me and that he doesn’t know how he feels about her. But if he didnt care about her in some way he would choose me and I hope he does. I am just in so much pain and I dont know what to do.