Let me start off with explaining that I do not do this to be mean to myself, or in a self deprecating manner… okay? ~♥~ I laugh at myself to let some of this internal tension go, to let this loud and obnoxious self critic scream into the Abyss… instead of at myself. 🙂 ~♥~ I already have plenty of negativity in my life, alright? I do not need to add anymore, so I let this melancholic mix of ( !@#<*%!) drift off into “Limbo”…. Which is where I let all of the garbage in my mind go. So it does not get piled up into the rarely visited and obscure corners of my mind. Like lint in my bellybutton. (Yes, I bet you have some in there too 🙂 ….I will wait while you check….. ~♥~ I have found it to be much harder to take myself seriously when I am dressed so peculiarly; I now have six different colors of tights, white, neon green, red, purple, dark indigo and black. Many differently colored petticoats ( No, I do not know how to explain why I like petticoats, I just do!) Pink, Orange, Dark Purple, Black, Pink, Dark green, Yellow and bright white. And even more colors of blouses, scarves, & shirts… ~♥~ If it is one of my “crazy” nights I might be changing tights and petticoats every thirty minutes, every hour or every twelve minutes… Try to imagine me dressed like this: light Orange tights, a Neon green Petticoat under a white dress and a light purple long sleeve shirt topped off with a pink scarf…. ~♥~ Wahoo! I am sure I look quite absurd, which is the point. 🙂 And No, I am not drunk… i gave up drinking… remember? I might, just might…. be buzzed on sugar… No, do I go out into public dressed like this… try to imagine the traffic jam that might cause…. might be awesome, or it might end up with me being driven to the emergency room when no one can understand my mood!! This is just me at home, bouncing and dancing around the house while I do the typical boring chores we all have to deal with: Doing the dishes, vacuuming ( Goddess, I miss only having wood floors, they are so much easier! ) laundry, starting a fire in the wood stove ( every night this time of year ) or changing the sheets on the bed.* Life is boring enough already, time to have some fun!! I hope I brought a smile to your face… I know I am grinning! ~♥~ Sending all of you one of my silly grins ( while sticking my tongue out at you ) along with some hope, love and prayers – Iris
* I was thrilled to learn that Cleo knows the “making the bed dance” she steps over the edge of the sheet and blanket, never getting in the way, ( thank you to whichever human taught her this!) the entire time she is going in circles, trying to get close enough for me to give her more affection and kisses.
